Gotta start talking

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Yesterday we took two truck loads to the dump, felt really good.!

OK, apologies for the 1000th time for neglecting this blog. I wonder if anyone else actually reads this thing anymore. It’s kind of tricky to write anything on here these days because the things I would like to talk about I can’t, just isn’t the right time.

Our life right now is completely fluid, not many answers to anything, but we’re surrounded by amazing people. A church family that cares, and a God who loves. There is a lot to say, but I’ll leave it for future content. Consider this post as a primer for more. I just wanna start talking more and see where it goes. But I hate small talk.

Tweets for the past week

  • 1 day I'll have a closet, in that closet will B nice, unwrinkled shirts, & those shirts shall nevr B wrinkled, esp the bottom edge, pls God #
  • One day at a time, you take me higher, one step at a time. #
  • @romanmir yup, it was near the salmon creek area, very nice backyard wedding! in reply to romanmir #
  • food coma, thai food is good food. yum. #
  • My #9 bus has now said it would arrive in 5 min three times now, yes almost a 15 min delay… and still no sign #trimet #
  • Who has a truck I can barrow on Tuesday? #
  • Who has a truck I can borrow on Tuesday? #
  • Alexis is away for the night watching movies with the girls, so I'm geeking out and trying to get Android 2.2. on my phone! #
  • @patrickweed It's an Italian version of the MyTouch, my old rom works, but not the new one 🙁 in reply to patrickweed #

Tweets for the past week

  • Emma got her ears pierced, this can not be a good sign 😉 http://twitpic.com/22isuy #
  • It's sunny, woohoo! #
  • I am so tired. Woke up a half dozen times throughout the night 🙁 #
  • Tomorrow is mine and Alexis' 4 year anniversary! And she has no idea what's about to happen! #
  • Getting ready to depart Seattle for Friday Harbor, San Juan Island http://twitpic.com/23r51o #
  • In Fridays Harbor on San Juan island, WA fantastic weather, thank God for the past 4 years of marriage! http://twitpic.com/23tlnj #
  • Yesterday enjoyed the three hour cruise from Seattle to Friday harbor & shops, today whale watching & biking around the island! Wonderful! #
  • On a bike ride around the outside of Friday harbor, fun times! http://twitpic.com/248ck8 #

Tweets for the past week

  • Look for the whole story of a person before trying to "fix" or judge them. You just might be moved with compassion. #
  • Yup! Fun stuff! Anomalies are my favorite. http://twitpic.com/20tump #
  • We can't back yesterday or even the last hour, so make sure you have a meaningful method to your maddness! #
  • We can't get back yesterday or even the last hour, so make sure you have a meaningful method to your maddness! #
  • my lunch could be for Emma… hmm http://twitpic.com/211nbt #
  • Emma playing in the water at Jamison park. http://twitpic.com/2143ym #
  • I hate losing things and then finding them in completely random places! #frustrated #dangerzonewithspouse #
  • @TriMet Not sure the new shelter walls @ 2700 Blck W Powell in Gresham will keep wind and rain out, east wind? http://twitpic.com/218owd #
  • @marcustar No doubt! Not real fun, but there is always good in the end when applying wisdom! in reply to marcustar #
  • Feeling thrust into places I always knew would come one day – it's good, it's scary, and hard to do in wisdom, love, and grace. #
  • @Pastor_Jas Love you bro, I know the Good that comes from all things in Him. Thanks for serving! #

Not being paid, but love it.

Emma and mama 032.JPGAlexis and I have been involved with leading ministry since before we were married (we took a year long break just after our wedding, 4 years ago this week!), and during all this time I have worked full time. We are currently in the process of becoming licensed Pastors (yes, both of us) and do not have plans to become “full time staff” anywhere. While there are times where I personally have longed to have 100% of my focus on ministry, I am seeing some things change in our world where I don’t think that’s going to be the norm.

I believe the people of the Church should support the Church through their tithes and extra special offerings, if everyone who had a Church they called “home” would tithe 10% we might see a lot more, not because there would be more money, but because there would be more sacrifice, tithing is not about supporting/paying the Church, it’s about your personal sacrifice, do you trust God in your life with your finances? Tithes are also not a tax, we can’t expect “services” from our tithes.

But with that said, I also believe that bi-vocational ministry (working full time outside the Church, and serving as a pastor, leader, teacher, etc inside the Church) can play a key role in building the Church to a place where we can “prepare God’s people for the works of service, so that the body may be built up” (Eph 4:12). I believe with all my heart that every single person who has a relationship with Jesus Christ has the gifts to minister, both inside and outside the Church. We must be mentoring our young, and we must be wise to listen to our elders, weather or not we are in a full-time paid ministry position, or simply obeying God by walking out our gifts, we are a called people! Ministry is not a job, it is not “work” in the sense of paid-work, it is love in action, it is the Church being who the Church is.

I love doing what I do in the Church, listening, encouraging, speaking life into people, loving on people, simply “being” there, speaking truth (even when it’s hard), and giving grace. I love, love, love it. I so badly wish I didn’t have to work, I wish I could do this full time, sometimes I really hate how tired I am from “work” and I really don’t feel like “pastoring” or “loving” or “ministering”. However, it never fails that as soon as I humble myself, let my flesh burn a little, and I obey God’s voice to do what he has gifted me to do, my energy level rises, my passion grows, and God does amazing things. So, as I read today in Isaiah 6:8 – “Here I am. Send me” – just as I did nearly 5 and a half years ago as I began my first year interning at East Hill. Love is how the world will know us, and our love of the Church (or lack thereof) will determine just how much actual (remember, who is love?) love spreads.