Tweets for the past week

  • Had about 3 hours of sleep, during to bad stomach pain and so glad I decided not to go to work, because I just threw up 🙁 #
  • Just threw up again while trying to take some Med, and I never take anything. Body aches at level 7, prayers appreciated. #
  • Still miserable and achey. I've slept for all but 2 hours today. #
  • Day 2 of this flu 🙁 feeling slightly better. #
  • Just ate my first solid food in over 48 hours. Feeling better, about 70% #
  • I'm amongst the living today, on my way to work. #flusucks #
  • Got a blog entry stirring in my mind… just need a little time. Generational connections, key to revival? #
  • Emma walking around the farm. http://twitpic.com/2j2grj #

The hedge

DSC_0679.JPGSometimes I don’t understand it.

Other times I’m so grateful.

Many times I just don’t see it.

The hedge.

In good times and bad times.

In happy times and sad times.

Times of horror and times of joy.

The hedge is there.

Because He loves me.

Because He seeks me.

He protects me.

The hedge he provides me.

In the hedge is frustration.

In the hedge is fruition.

Beside the hedge is safety.

The hedge is Him.

The hedge – can you see it?

Keep on knocking

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Luke 11:5-8 [nlt]

5 Then, teaching them more about prayer, he used this story: “Suppose you went to a friend’s house at midnight, wanting to borrow three loaves of bread. You say to him, 6 ‘A friend of mine has just arrived for a visit, and I have nothing for him to eat.’ 7 And suppose he calls out from his bedroom, ‘Don’t bother me. The door is locked for the night, and my family and I are all in bed. I can’t help you.’ 8 But I tell you this—though he won’t do it for friendship’s sake, if you keep knocking long enough, he will get up and give you whatever you need because of your shameless persistence.

Wow… hello world, yes there is actually someone here today. I have no real idea what to write about, there is so much going on, so many things I could write about, yet, I guess I’m giving into “who really cares” at the moment. However, I know there are plenty who do care. I know that in our crazy lives we will easily assume “no one cares”. However, our God is bigger than that, he actually works through his people… did you know that!? Yup, it’s true, people can be used by God.

So, why is it so hard to believe, so hard to actually see? Because I think the enemy has so many of us right where he wants us… apathetic, fearful, and “not equipped”. I myself have been in this place so many times, and many times I’m completely unaware until something hits me in the head. Everyday I think about this kind of thing, the things that I observe about the Church, people, society… and so often it seems so big, so unchangeable. The truth is, outside of God using us, it is unchangeable.

So this little parable about the friend knocking… it’s in reference to prayer… is God the friend in the house? Kinda not the God I’ve been taught about… essentially a cranky old man who doesn’t want to help his friend at night? – I know in my heart this isn’t who God is, but sure seems like it at times… but I realize I’m looking at the wrong part of the story. The last line tells it all “he will get up and give you whatever you need because of your shameless persistence” not whatever you want but whatever you need. This is the key, God will give us whatever we need when we are persistent.

Being persistent is one of the hardest things for me to do, I feel like I’m either trying to sell something, I’m acting without faith, or I’m not where I should be. Jesus doesn’t end the story there…

Luke 11:9-12 [nlt]

9 “And so I tell you, keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for. Keep on seeking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened to you. 10 For everyone who asks, receives. Everyone who seeks, finds. And to everyone who knocks, the door will be opened.

11 “You fathers—if your children ask for a fish, do you give them a snake instead? 12 Or if they ask for an egg, do you give them a scorpion? Of course not! 13 So if you sinful people know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him.”

Father God, give me your wisdom, give me your eyes, give me your peace, and give me your love. May I continue to operate with you, and you alone. I want to be your disciple first, seek love in my marriage, and father my children in your ways. I know your plans are good, and I know your promises are true. May I bless you oh God, may I seek you in all things, fill my spirit with your will, and may I do what you do in Heaven, here on earth!

Tweets for the past week

  • @robboek I liked Inception, a lot, fantastic concept I thought. in reply to robboek #
  • PDX = rain today – Bah. #
  • How can we determine the life of others if we don't first examine the one who is Love? #
  • I think I want everything back in my control…. oh wait, oops, dang, I never had anything in my control… back to the drawing board. #
  • It's getting hot in here, and it's even hotter out there… come on Mr AC I don't wanna wait until tomorrow for you to be fixed 🙁 #
  • ppl! It's all abt ppl, relationship, connection, meaning – both in comfort & out of comfort w/ luv as the foundation, & luv as the power. #
  • Are you kidding me?? // If you're 15, the sky's the limit – Travel – News – msnbc.com http://bit.ly/9Lv78p #

Tweets for the past week

  • Beright and sunny, with a high of 72… Today in PDX. #
  • I really love my bride – together we're one duo to reckon with. Climbing the steep part of the roller coaster, the fun is just beginning! #
  • Slow going today, just couldn't speed myself up. #
  • John 17 people, John 17 – you wanna know God's heart for the church? Live it and breath it. No so easy, but he doesn't say easy anywhere. #
  • @utech The only reason I've heard is so that small children can call 911/other emergency numbers… if a cell phone is not available… in reply to utech #
  • Remember the details. Remember the story. Remember the love. Remember the grace. Remember the positive. Remember the justice. Remember? #
  • That judge who overturned CA's prop 8. The homosexuals. That drunk guy on the train. The frustrating ppl. All have souls. All need agape. #
  • Very excited to see some European friends this weekend in Battle Ground! Should be awesome, amazing, and fulfilling! #
  • Emma painting at u-turn Battle Ground http://twitpic.com/2cii8i #
  • Emma got her face painted 🙂 http://twitpic.com/2ciy5m #

Tweets for the past week

  • Just found our our Kindle was stolen from our house while we were trying to sell things, so, so upset. #
  • Well my phone is finally on android 2.1, due to my funny Italian phone I'll have wait a bit longer for 2.2 #
  • Well… if anyone is available to help take things to the dump today let me know! Our help got sick 🙁 #
  • Bah! Who needs plans! 🙂 #
  • At the dump… fun… almost free of everything! http://twitpic.com/299vml #
  • Every person has a significant story, it's only our humanity that gives these stories "good or bad" values. #
  • Everyday we have choices, choices to positively influence others or choices to preserve ourselves. Choosing others preserves our community. #
  • @joshuadejong It has been sitting in the 80's for a while now… 27-30 c a little chilly in the mornings… 🙂 in reply to joshuadejong #
  • @utech at your local host eh? in reply to utech #
  • @utech LOL total geekdom.. in reply to utech #
  • Live the dream/vision/calling now, waiting for the "right" circumstances does not produce faith. #
  • Going to sleep for the last night ay our house in Gresham… kinda sad. Good memories. #
  • Alright, thank you Jesus for blessing us through the Ketch's with a place to stay in the interim! Not sleeping on an air mattress = awesome! #