I just want stability

I just want stability. I want a real bed to share with my real bride. I want a toilet lid that I can accidently leave up (because 80% of the time I don’t) and have my bride “chit chat” about to me. I want to be annoyed that our cats are making a mess at the litter box. I want, I want, I want. I don’t have. I don’t need. I have Christ and Christ alone.

There is light at the end of this tunnel though. I had two interviews this past week, and on Monday I have two more. Praise God Almighty.

Lord, I thank you for this life, I thank you for an amazing church family, I praise you for all of your blessings. I thank you for your friendship, and I love you more everyday, even when I don’t have what I want, but I do have what I need and that is why your love endures. Praise be unto you forever and forever.