This is the last night.

This is my last night, because God is challenging me to new depths, this is the last night, because God is asking me to take up what I have and do something with it. 

Tonight’s message was thought provoking and Spirit encouraging.  God is in the bussiness of growing us closer to Him.

I’ve been fighting a decent amount of fear, stress, and overall the feeling of “not being understood”.  Nearly all of it relates to my calling, Poland, Pastoring, Mentoring, Speaking, and just about everything in between.

I’m being challenged to “just do it”.  I’m looking for affirmation in all the wrong places, the only place I’ll see it, and I’ve ever had it, is in Jesus.  He’s ordered it, and he will see to it that he gets it.