I’m not depressed, or even feeling down, I’m not even really that frustrated. I’m just inpatient, wanting to be somewhere else where I can’t be right now. I know the grass is not greener on the other side, and that I can be doing the same thing I feel called to do, right here in Portland.
Yet I think I have a good discontentment, yes that’s a oxymoron of sorts, and that’s okay. I just want to be more, I want to actually receive criticism, I want to better myself, I want to grow in my speaking abilities, I want to grow in my discipleship abilities, and most of all I want to just keep on growing with my ability to reach others with God’s graceful truth.