Parasitical Christianity

A couple weeks ago I was watching a DVR recorded episode of Fringe, a newer sci-fi in its first season on Fox, similar to the X-Files but instead of paranormal kind of investigations, it’s fringe science, the study of bio engineering and things like that.  This episode I was watching was about an agent who had a very large parasite (engineered from microscopic size) wrapped around his heart and living off him.  The thing that struck out to me about this parasite was that it had “roots” that went up the blood vessels and into the IV drip.  Essentially this was slowly dehydrating the host body and slowly killing him (which is where my little analogy breaks down, but you’ll get the point).

I think God would love to have us as parasites, to be fully dependent on him, of which we are.  I know that when I try to make it on my own I begin to die – much like a parasite.  I find the following definitions of parasite very much the definition I would like to see my life with God be.

1. an organism that lives on or in an organism of another species, known as the host, from the body of which it obtains nutriment.

2. a person who receives support, advantage, or the like, from another or others without giving any useful or proper return, as one who lives on the hospitality of others.

3. (in ancient Greece) a person who received free meals in return for amusing or impudent conversation, flattering remarks, etc.

Greek: parásītos one who eats at another’s table, feeding beside

God is our host – we are invited to eat at his table w/o any return to him.  Yet out of this abundance comes a heart of generosity and we are compelled to do the same unto others.  So do I live on my own, attempting to live w/o the bloodline I should?  Or do I leech myself onto the Host of hosts and the King of kings?