’twas the night before Christmas

Merry Christmas To ALL!

Read aloud, with emotion and excitement, its fun, and it’ll brighten your day, I promise.

‘Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house

Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse;

The stockings were hung by the chimney with care,

In hopes that St. Nicholas soon would be there;

The children were nestled all snug in their beds,

While visions of sugar-plums danced in their heads;

And mamma in her ‘kerchief, and I in my cap,

Had just settled down for a long winter’s nap,

When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter,

I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter.

Away to the window I flew like a flash,

Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash.

The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow

Gave the lustre of mid-day to objects below,

When, what to my wondering eyes should appear,

But a miniature sleigh, and eight tiny reindeer,

With a little old driver, so lively and quick,

I knew in a moment it must be St. Nick.

More rapid than eagles his coursers they came,

And he whistled, and shouted, and called them by name;

“Now, DASHER! now, DANCER! now, PRANCER and VIXEN!

On, COMET! on CUPID! on, DONDER and BLITZEN!

To the top of the porch! to the top of the wall!

Now dash away! dash away! dash away all!”

As dry leaves that before the wild hurricane fly,

When they meet with an obstacle, mount to the sky,

So up to the house-top the coursers they flew,

With the sleigh full of toys, and St. Nicholas too.

And then, in a twinkling, I heard on the roof

The prancing and pawing of each little hoof.

As I drew in my hand, and was turning around,

Down the chimney St. Nicholas came with a bound.

He was dressed all in fur, from his head to his foot,

And his clothes were all tarnished with ashes and soot;

A bundle of toys he had flung on his back,

And he looked like a peddler just opening his pack.

His eyes — how they twinkled! his dimples how merry!

His cheeks were like roses, his nose like a cherry!

His droll little mouth was drawn up like a bow,

And the beard of his chin was as white as the snow;

The stump of a pipe he held tight in his teeth,

And the smoke it encircled his head like a wreath;

He had a broad face and a little round belly,

That shook, when he laughed like a bowlful of jelly.

He was chubby and plump, a right jolly old elf,

And I laughed when I saw him, in spite of myself;

A wink of his eye and a twist of his head,

Soon gave me to know I had nothing to dread;

He spoke not a word, but went straight to his work,

And filled all the stockings; then turned with a jerk,

And laying his finger aside of his nose,

And giving a nod, up the chimney he rose;

He sprang to his sleigh, to his team gave a whistle,

And away they all flew like the down of a thistle.

But I heard him exclaim, ere he drove out of sight,

“HAPPY CHRISTMAS TO ALL, AND TO ALL A GOOD-NIGHT!”

posts of fame

I replaced the “posts with the mosts” section with a new section for posts I find encouraging, uplifting, or good for stretching. Right now the majority of them are my own, but there are quite a few from other people, you might want to see if I have included any of yours. Eventually I will convert it to a blogroll to make it simpler to update. It is a work in progress and I know there are a lot more great posts to include. If you know of any other great posts, PLEASE let me know. I want to honor other blogger’s by recognizing posts which have fed me in some way. Have a great day. If you do not get another chance to visit until after the Savior’s day; Merry Christmas!

keep it simply about food

That is my new motto, life is meant to be taken only one-step at a time. If there is anything, I have learned while being here it is to be simple. So with this new attitude will come some changes here on Food for Fish. The first change will be to live up to the name of the place “Food for Fish”, my original idea for this blog was for it to be a place for people to come and receive some food. Food is something that keeps the body alive, food gives the body nutrients, and with out food we die. The fish are people, as Christians we live a part of our lives as a fish in a fishbowl. We are fed by our master to stay alive, and our master has only good food to offer. I will share with the world the food I am fed, and the effects of that food. I will offer up any encouragement I can think of, I will offer lessons I have learned, I may occasionally offer the struggles I am going through, but only if I have an idea of a solution. There will be some minor changes on the sidebar to make the site more about feeding others and less about me. I will keep it simple, a place to be fed, and to share whatever food we may have. Go fourth and be blessed.

dear God,

I remember that magnificent moment; that magnificent moment where I touched you. “And step by step you lead me”, those were the first words to come from my heart to your’s. I had no idea what those words truly meant; I had no idea where you would lead me. On that day I fell in love with you, no, on that day I began to love you. I am not ashamed to say that I love you. I hurt you so badly, I have told many lies, I have wounded people using your name, I have hid my light, I have ran from you. By day or night I see you and I feel you, that is how I know you remain near with me.

Even when I blamed you for my problems, even when I used you for my own selfish reasons, even when I fall, you opened the door and said, “Come home my child.” There must be something wrong because I do not deserve this. How does your heart go on? How can you always give? I know I am not the only one, I know how it feels to be hurt, how do you survive? How can it be possible? I do not know why you put up with me. Oh God why? Why me? I know why, and everyday it becomes more unreal, that you would keep that door open for me.

I want to know you more. I promise I’ll start talking to you more, you talk to me much more than I ever talk to you. When you touched my life you made me a different person, please help me change forever. Everything in my life I dedicate to you now, I will try and claim those things, do not allow me to. My life, in the past, now, and in the future is yours. This is my proclamation of living for you. I do not want to ask for anymore, I want to give more, take all that I have, lead me to that special place.

Who are we in Zakopane?

Our church is a mix of “traditional” and “something else”, we start out with a meet and greet time, since we meet in our apartment it is very casual, and at the same time not comfortable for Polish people here. For most of our people meeting and greeting a person they do not know is out of the box, and “not necessary”, “Jesus is the center not people” is something we have heard. That to me is a very huge issue that is exactly why we still do the meet and greet, people need to know people. Then we have a time of musical-worship (I hyphenate it because worship is more than music, so hopefully this specifies just one type of worship), afterwards we have coffee, tea and announcements. Then a time of sharing a message, everyone is involved in tear down, setup, children’s church, and eventually worship. I have even though of introducing the idea to Carol and Denise of sharing the “sermon” responsibility, but not quite sure how to do that without having it became a show-box, pride is an issue with our older-in-faith people.

So there you have it, this is “our christian fellowship” in Zakopane, Poland. Its different, it is a work in process, and it needs prayer, just as any piece of the body of Christ needs prayer. The vision we have is a fellowship that after experiencing the wholeness of Jesus, will reach out to its community through service-evangelism, not street evangelize.

But blessed are those who trust in the Lord and have made the Lord their hope and confidence. They are like trees planted along a riverbank, with roots that reach deep into water. Such trees are not bothered by the heat or worried by long months of drought. Their leaves stay green, and they go right on producing delicious fruit. [Jer. 17:7-8]

PS. Does anyone know what happened to BlogMatrix? My RSS isn’t working because they have been down for about 2 days now… sad day.

alexis is lavender, i’m ghostwhite, what are you?

So I took it yesterday and I am “ghostwhite”, which I found over at Kristen’s blog… Alexis is lavender this is her:

you are lavender
#E6E6FA

Your dominant hue is blue, making you a good friend who people love and trust. You’re good in social situations and want to fit in. Just be careful not to compromise who you are to make them happy.

Your saturation level is very low – you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you’re working.

Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

It is quite accurate, which makes us very similar except the last line… Mike and his wife Janet also took it.

all i want for christmas

i love christmas lots and lots of instant oatmeal, apple cinnamon is my favorite.

to be renewed and more able to meet the needs of people.

to have full confidence and wisdom from the holy spirit.

to hear from the people who have touched my life.

be someone people here can ask about God.

drop my pride and become more humble.

to be all i can be through Jesus Christ.

is to talk with all my friends and family.

to have money for new clothes.

to love and be loved.

touch other’s lives.

that’s all i want for christmas.

i miss ya man

matt suhayda is my bestest bro i remember finally meeting a guy who was with God back in those bremerton days.

i remember not knowing what to do while you were in antarctica.

i remember being encouraged just by your presence.

i remember the long conversations at starbucks.

i remember the amazing enthusiastic prayer.

i remember switchfoot @ the roxy.

i remember “you’re the man”.

i remember “i love you man”.

i love you man.

i miss this guy

jon johnson is my friend

remember creation 2002?

remember the kirkland waterfront?

remember switchfoot @ graceland?

remember the tuesday night worship?

remember just chillin out at “the lodge”?

remember the lifehouse @ bumbershoot concert?

remember jamming with carly (who I got the picture from)?

remember being marrooned in the U-district with really annoying people after the inn?

remember?

ghost white?!

It’s accurate though, I think.

you are ghostwhite
#F8F8FF

Your dominant hue is blue, making you a good friend who people love and trust. You’re good in social situations and want to fit in. Just be careful not to compromise who you are to make them happy.

Your saturation level is very low – you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you’re working.

Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

Thanks to Kristen.