Tweets for the past week

  • What am I going to do all week while Alexis and Emma are away in Seattle until Saturday??!! #
  • Ever have a foreign word come to mind and can't figure out what it means? Yeah, thought so, Brzeg? Apparently something like "edge or coast" #
  • Thank u to the operator of @trimet MAX car 120, east bound, blue line for actually informing us passengers about delays, even though minor. #
  • Going to bed… I think "The Event" might be a good replacement for LOST, we shall see 🙂 #
  • Brain fried, overload on Polish. But I will do more tonight! #
  • Really missing Alexis and Emma tonight, it's a long, long, wait until Sunday 🙁 #
  • Observing peeps who you only know in one context outside of that context is so intriguing. Love humanity even more, and seeing as He does. #
  • Bread crumb number 1 http://twitpic.com/2u380q #

Tweets for the past week

  • Just Emma being herself 🙂 http://twitpic.com/2q53dl #
  • Tuesday was fine 🙂 Wednesday will be long. Thursday we'll see. Friday, Let's not get ahead of ourselves. #
  • Reading all my friends' status updates about school this, and school that is giving me anxiety… #schoolisnotforme yet I may return 1 day. #
  • Authenticity can never be under estimated, it is the root to "the truth will set you free". #
  • Wow, incredible, strange, and unreal: RT @komonews: Knife removed from Brazil man's head after 3 years: http://bit.ly/9nuAJt #whoa #
  • Biggest pet peeve on @trimet… people playing loud music, loud enough I can hear it with my headphones on. #maxcar321a at stop ID 8338 #
  • Going to the Polish Festival in an hour or so, should be fun! #
  • Rilee and Emma at the Polish festival http://twitpic.com/2s015f #

Time does not stop

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"Urban living" in Gresham

Well, this past year has been one of the most interesting for me and my family. Lots of bumps, lots of fun times, and lots of “what on earth are we doing!” moments. It seems, as though out of our control, time has decided to continue on. So many times in this last year it seemed like time was going by far to slow, it seemed we were waiting for something, but wasn’t quite sure. Now, time seems to be flying by, not because we’re having fun (we are far from having any kind of fun), but because all of sudden, we are at a place that we could’ve never imagined. It’s as if we woke up and our plane was hi-jacked, and no one announced what our new destination was.

For the most part we have been content not knowing the destination, after all, God likes to give assignments and adventures to his children. We are in no doubt that Poland is our ultimate, physical location and calling. However, God is definitely teaching us through the process, and while we walk through this desert experience, following God around, we will try to not complain about the mana. We have a lot to learn and know it will take time, time which is not stopping. So because time doesn’t want to stop for us, and we obviously can’t ignore that it moves on, we are focusing our energy.

God’s provision, protection, and love have been (as expected, yet hard to understand at times) overwhelmingly evident. We are surrounded by amazing friends, and we know the next year will be full of love, hope, and renewal. While time moves on, we will move with it, and we will move with God in his timing. God’s grace and truth is most important and this next year is to focus on those things, applying them in ways we know will be new and renewing.

Tweets for the past week

  • Any guys out there that want to go to the Foursquare Northwest Men's retreat? http://bit.ly/9Sa9er #
  • Can't wait for our furniture to get delivered! Tomorrow night we sleep on a real mattress again! #
  • Note to self: Remember to wash face *after* shaving… #
  • copy/paste, ctrl+c/ctrl+v – repeat – 5 x 154 #
  • I have now completed pressing ctrl+c/ctrl+v 770 times… yay. #
  • RELIEVED RT @KATUNews: AP: Christian minister in FL cancels plan 2 burn Qurans on Sept. 11, heeding 2 outcry. More details soon on KATU.com. #
  • @LeafandInk Ha ha! so true… ug… @marcustar wrote a good blog entry about this thing! in reply to LeafandInk #
  • @LeafandInk ah ok… 🙂 that was out loud… hehe.. in reply to LeafandInk #
  • @Fanchon hmm… we shall see. Somehow I think his "conversation" might not turn out. in reply to Fanchon #
  • I think it's time I open up a twttr acct 4 my wife, & we need 2 get Google voice, simply b/c the Call Box @ R new aprt wnt call lng distance #
  • "It is not good for man to be alone" why? Seeking both funny and thoughtful commentary. #
  • Going on a spontaneous day trip to Seaside! Picnicking there to save $, today's forecast 70 degrees and mostly sunny. #awesome #beach #

Tweets for the past week

  • On an ice cream relapse run #
  • So ready for a pumpkin spice latte… YES. #
  • Yuck, Barista at Starbucks Governor Hotel – didn't make this pumpkin spice very well at all 🙁 #
  • @marcustar oh but those spendy little stickers help keep the overly-subsidized roads/highways workin'… or something… in reply to marcustar #
  • Know anyone who needs a new desk? We're trying to sell ours – check it out here: http://bit.ly/c6eI64 #
  • Come on people, if you're going to call and ask for help, don't answer your cell phone and "put me on hold" to get your AC fixed! #
  • Praise Jesus we have a place to live! We move in tomorrow! Yikes! Help! #
  • All moved in.. sorta. http://twitpic.com/2lk1tn #

Tweets for the past week

  • Had about 3 hours of sleep, during to bad stomach pain and so glad I decided not to go to work, because I just threw up 🙁 #
  • Just threw up again while trying to take some Med, and I never take anything. Body aches at level 7, prayers appreciated. #
  • Still miserable and achey. I've slept for all but 2 hours today. #
  • Day 2 of this flu 🙁 feeling slightly better. #
  • Just ate my first solid food in over 48 hours. Feeling better, about 70% #
  • I'm amongst the living today, on my way to work. #flusucks #
  • Got a blog entry stirring in my mind… just need a little time. Generational connections, key to revival? #
  • Emma walking around the farm. http://twitpic.com/2j2grj #

The hedge

DSC_0679.JPGSometimes I don’t understand it.

Other times I’m so grateful.

Many times I just don’t see it.

The hedge.

In good times and bad times.

In happy times and sad times.

Times of horror and times of joy.

The hedge is there.

Because He loves me.

Because He seeks me.

He protects me.

The hedge he provides me.

In the hedge is frustration.

In the hedge is fruition.

Beside the hedge is safety.

The hedge is Him.

The hedge – can you see it?

Keep on knocking

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Luke 11:5-8 [nlt]

5 Then, teaching them more about prayer, he used this story: “Suppose you went to a friend’s house at midnight, wanting to borrow three loaves of bread. You say to him, 6 ‘A friend of mine has just arrived for a visit, and I have nothing for him to eat.’ 7 And suppose he calls out from his bedroom, ‘Don’t bother me. The door is locked for the night, and my family and I are all in bed. I can’t help you.’ 8 But I tell you this—though he won’t do it for friendship’s sake, if you keep knocking long enough, he will get up and give you whatever you need because of your shameless persistence.

Wow… hello world, yes there is actually someone here today. I have no real idea what to write about, there is so much going on, so many things I could write about, yet, I guess I’m giving into “who really cares” at the moment. However, I know there are plenty who do care. I know that in our crazy lives we will easily assume “no one cares”. However, our God is bigger than that, he actually works through his people… did you know that!? Yup, it’s true, people can be used by God.

So, why is it so hard to believe, so hard to actually see? Because I think the enemy has so many of us right where he wants us… apathetic, fearful, and “not equipped”. I myself have been in this place so many times, and many times I’m completely unaware until something hits me in the head. Everyday I think about this kind of thing, the things that I observe about the Church, people, society… and so often it seems so big, so unchangeable. The truth is, outside of God using us, it is unchangeable.

So this little parable about the friend knocking… it’s in reference to prayer… is God the friend in the house? Kinda not the God I’ve been taught about… essentially a cranky old man who doesn’t want to help his friend at night? – I know in my heart this isn’t who God is, but sure seems like it at times… but I realize I’m looking at the wrong part of the story. The last line tells it all “he will get up and give you whatever you need because of your shameless persistence” not whatever you want but whatever you need. This is the key, God will give us whatever we need when we are persistent.

Being persistent is one of the hardest things for me to do, I feel like I’m either trying to sell something, I’m acting without faith, or I’m not where I should be. Jesus doesn’t end the story there…

Luke 11:9-12 [nlt]

9 “And so I tell you, keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for. Keep on seeking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened to you. 10 For everyone who asks, receives. Everyone who seeks, finds. And to everyone who knocks, the door will be opened.

11 “You fathers—if your children ask for a fish, do you give them a snake instead? 12 Or if they ask for an egg, do you give them a scorpion? Of course not! 13 So if you sinful people know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him.”

Father God, give me your wisdom, give me your eyes, give me your peace, and give me your love. May I continue to operate with you, and you alone. I want to be your disciple first, seek love in my marriage, and father my children in your ways. I know your plans are good, and I know your promises are true. May I bless you oh God, may I seek you in all things, fill my spirit with your will, and may I do what you do in Heaven, here on earth!

Tweets for the past week

  • @robboek I liked Inception, a lot, fantastic concept I thought. in reply to robboek #
  • PDX = rain today – Bah. #
  • How can we determine the life of others if we don't first examine the one who is Love? #
  • I think I want everything back in my control…. oh wait, oops, dang, I never had anything in my control… back to the drawing board. #
  • It's getting hot in here, and it's even hotter out there… come on Mr AC I don't wanna wait until tomorrow for you to be fixed 🙁 #
  • ppl! It's all abt ppl, relationship, connection, meaning – both in comfort & out of comfort w/ luv as the foundation, & luv as the power. #
  • Are you kidding me?? // If you're 15, the sky's the limit – Travel – News – msnbc.com http://bit.ly/9Lv78p #